oh my goodness, I leave my computer for a day and look what happens
There's a lot to reply to here, so bear with me a bit
One of the reasons that it was so scary was because
I just didn't know what I should do, so this has been really helpful!! I knew that the situation didn't really call for pepper spray, or mace, or a gun, or anything....except maybe for me to hold onto (privately) so I would feel better.
As far as standing--good idea. I was wearing a skirt because I had gone to the meeting straight from work, and it was windy, and I was tired. But I suppose I spend my time coming up with excuses, or I could do something about it.
Getting a knife--I just don't know. It sounds like a really good idea, and really useful, but I just don't think that I could do it. One of the things about using a gun is that I don't have to make physical contact with the person, in order to use it. BUT I'll think about it.
Not talking to the person, no eye contact--This is what I usually do. I usually just pretend that I don't even notice them. It's hard for two main reasons though, when you don't respond to them, that just makes them even more determined to bother you. Also, it's hard for me to keep my mouth shut when I have something to say.
One of the reasons that I still don't feel ready to try to get a permit, is because of my attitude. I still feel, in some instances, as if a gun or other kind of weapon is a power symbol. ("If you mess with me, I'll.......") And until I can overcome that mentality, I don't think it would be good for me to own a gun.
So this incident shows that I'm still just not there yet.
Baba,
Next few times you go out, look at other people as prey. Just as a situational awareness exercise.
I will try this. Thanks!
Tall Man,
You seem to send the message that an innocuous "Good evening" would activate the repugnancy alarm. And just what wouldn't we men "get"? Is there a lifestyle issue that colors your perception?
My parents live in Iowa. There, it's fine (if a bit creepy at first) for people that I don't know to wave and say "hello" to me....Although I still have this thing about saying "hello" back to them, but I'm working on it.
In the midwest, that's fine. Largely, because that's an accepted way of life. That is not so in Boston.
Here, you mind your own business. Even if a woman were to say "hello" to me, if I did not know her, it is not acceptable. You simply do
not talk to me if you don't know me, especially if it's dark outside. A lot of this is a survival mechanism for myself. I don't know if you're a "nice guy" with good intentions, or if you're going to try to "charm" me into the backseat of your car. I don't know, and there's no way for me to know.
Another part of it, is that when I say that "strange males talking to me at night is not okay", I'm not talking about striking up a conversation. I mean comments such as, "Nice tits!" are not okay. Ever. And so far, I haven't had a single female say that to me.
Basically, my rule is, if you don't know me then shut up and leave me alone. If someone can't follow this simple rule of thumb, well that's where there is gonna be some problems....