Hey guys, lots of responses I haven't read yet since I want to get this hammered out real quick.
I have decided not to do so. My reasoning is this: If a forum of firearms enthusiasts, many every day carriers and some even lawyers give me (at best) a "maybe", I wouldn't have a snowball's chance in hell if I had to use it and it got to a jury. Or if I somehow got caught and arrested and tried. I may got off, I may not.
I suppose I will keep my pepper spray and knife and my most important tool: my brain. I'll just have to be aware and have a plan. Perhaps I'll seek out some kind of martial art/knife training as well. If I had a regular 9-5 or part time job, say at a retail establishment (and parked my car on company property), this would not be a question. However, add in the fact that there is alcohol on premises (both legal and ethical problems), that many would be one off gigs, that our sheriff and judges are anti-gun (or neutral on their best day) and it's really just not worth taking.
I do think it's pathetic that as a citizen and an adult capable of marrying, owning a business, becoming a pilot, etc. I still have to beg for my rights. I'm expected to pay taxes and would be tried as an adult with full responsibility if I committed a crime, as our social contract acknowledges, but our country doesn't recognize my rights in return for my end of the bargain. For better or for worse, outside of activism, I am not the one willing to be arrested to make that statement, so I'll just do the best I can until then. Worse, I am made to feel (not here, but elsewhere) as if I am a criminal for even asking the question of whether I'm allowed to carry for lawful purposes, even from other gun owners. Treated like I am a Mafia member or something by anybody in the know that I ask about such a question.
Thanks in earnest for the responses. This has been one of the most level headed mediums I have been able to access for this. Both options have caused me a lot of anxiety and even though I know I'll always have to be careful to take care of me and mine, I feel a lot better being able to simply pick an option and not have to worry or wonder.