do you think about it day and night untill you finally pull the trigger and buy it. every time i find something i want it totally runs my life, i research it to no end and even fall asleep thinking of it. i think i actually enjoy the anticipation. right now im looking to pick up a heavy barrel 17hmr and theyre really cheap, $200 for a savage or marlin but it still has me chasing my tail like a dog. just wondering if you guys go through the same thing?