for some reason i really want a kimber in .38 super. i have owned a few 1911 .45's, and really don't like .45's that much. i do like 1911's though and because i don't currently own one i NEED one. am i crazy to want a .38 super? is ammo stupid expensive vs. .45? i've heard that it is easier to get a lemon in this caliber than others